Well,I am back to this blog.
Somewhere that nobody can access except me.
I have idea why I am so vexed.
Vexed over my friends who don't even care about this friendship?
Vexed over my study which seems lead me to nowhere?
Vexed over my prolonged loneliness?
All sorts of things are making me vexed.

I cannot concentrate.
I cannot do anything properly.
How do I get rid of this vexing mood?
Why cannot I just be happy?
As happy as I used to be.

I am such a loser.
Despite the fact that I am trying hard to get myself motivated,
I failed.
I need somone.
Someone who can understand me and connect to me.
Maybe I am really an alien,
that's why I cannot find that person yet.